We're just running away from it all.

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 06:31:23 GMT

Linden deleted me from his friends list.
Sorry about all the posts about him....I'm just, strange/obsessive.
I'm over reacting. I shouldn't care so much, but I do.

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:30:30 GMT

iDealinTravestys (6:20:56 AM): I'm jealis
Asians are hXc (6:20:56 AM): jealous
Asians are hXc (6:20:58 AM): come here!
iDealinTravestys (6:21:08 AM): I did that on purpose
iDealinTravestys (6:21:17 AM): wjhee afre you?
Asians are hXc (6:21:14 AM): So I'd correct you?
Asians are hXc (6:21:18 AM): my house
iDealinTravestys (6:21:21 AM): yeah
iDealinTravestys (6:21:29 AM): its cute
Asians are hXc (6:21:46 AM): Whatt? How? I'm so confused, again.
iDealinTravestys (6:22:00 AM): you correcting me
Asians are hXc (6:22:14 AM): That made me blush
iDealinTravestys (6:22:30 AM): awww
iDealinTravestys (6:22:52 AM): good blush or bad?
Asians are hXc (6:23:05 AM): good
iDealinTravestys (6:23:14 AM): score
Asians are hXc (6:23:22 AM): apple core

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 02:47:17 GMT

I hate/love money.

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 03:29:20 GMT

Suicide threats are great.

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 16:19:49 GMT

Don't know what to do.
I want this to be over, yet someone I truly admire wants it to have a new beginning.
"What happened?"
You may ask.
The answer is I honestly don't know.
People that weren't there tell me what happened.
I can choose to believe them or not.
You think I'm lying.
I really wish I was, it would be so much simpler.
I never told you what happened.
I never contradicted you.
You just assumed I knew and you were right.
So in all technicality, you're right and I'm wrong.
Don't believe in right or wrong.
But you do.
And you also say it's my fault.
I love you, so you can get away with it.

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 14:53:45 GMT

My birthday is in a week ]:
The thought of that makes me really sad...?
I'm not exactly sure why but it does.
I want to shower.
I showered less than 16 hours ago, but whatever, I like it.
But Savannah just likes to sit in my room and watch me change.
Yeah, she's little, so I don't really care.
This family is so lax and liberal.I love it. Yesterday I was in the bathroom, and keddy was in there with me(I was just putting on make up) and he said "I can tell you're really liberal."
I was like "oh? How?"
And he said "You seem so intelligent. I admire you"
:DDD

I love Keddy, man.
He's soooo cuteeeeee when he smiles.
Which is all the time.

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 02:19:34 GMT

My Aunt and Uncle are unbelievably wealthy.
This evening we sat around drinking wine that cost 70 dollars, eating fancy cheese, and playing Bridge.
Oh, and the have the most beautiful house too.
I'll post pictures when I get home.

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 22:04:11 GMT

You know what I realized?
I used to be really cute.
I was looking at pictures of me, and I was like "awh"
I really miss my blonde hair. I'm happy it's getting lighter.

BITCH STOLE MY BEADS

Sat, 19 May 2007 16:32:38 GMT

My life revolves around the actions and plans of my family.

I'm not kiddding, it's true.

Like, today, my plans were either to go to Zack's house, with Corina, and watch them make out, go to Carowinds, with my mom and her school, or go to work, with Veronica.

WHAT THE FUCK EVERYONE'S GAY AND STUPID AND MY FAMILY TREATS ME LIKE SHIT D:

I'm serious though, they really do.

My mom doesn't even buy me food.

Thu, 17 May 2007 02:01:31 GMT

I wonder if people actually really, love me.

I mean, my friends say that they do.

I hardly believe them.

My mom is interrogating me, about finishing this science project.

I have to do it about scandium, ew.

Who knows anything about that sickening mineral?!

Veronica is annoying me too.

Acting like she's so fucking great.

>.>

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 16:27:51 GMT

Yesterday was one of the best days all month.

Caitlan and I talked, alot.

I miss that.

It felt exactly like we were in the summer.

:D!

But yeah.

But then I got incredibly curious about something and I hate that feeling.

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 16:57:13 GMT

Everyone thinks I've changed for the worse.

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 16:06:50 GMT

missing people

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:07:27 GMT

hmm, I seem to have gotten fatter

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 23:44:35 GMT

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 16:22:29 GMT

"will you go out with me?"

"OH SHIT SON!"

A (almost 16) year old asked me out. I dont know. I want to talk to Caitlan

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 01:24:17 GMT

Me, before lunch with CJ

Me, after lunch with CJ

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 23:40:20 GMT

I'm home :D

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 05:11:46 GMT

I go out with the hottest,best,sweetest guy everrrrr

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 22:08:17 GMT

I'm scared Caitlan doesn't like me anymore.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 13:18:01 GMT

BlakeAlfredo (12:19:50 AM): why dont you like her : (

Auto Response from LySANDrA07 (12:19:50 AM): pshay

LySANDrA07 (12:20:03 AM): like who?
BlakeAlfredo (12:20:10 AM): Caitlan
LySANDrA07 (12:20:16 AM): omg I love her!!!!
BlakeAlfredo (12:20:20 AM): yeah right
BlakeAlfredo (12:20:22 AM): why didnt you call her?
BlakeAlfredo (12:20:24 AM): today
LySANDrA07 (12:20:30 AM): I did
LySANDrA07 (12:20:34 AM): On dani's phone
BlakeAlfredo (12:20:35 AM): she's like a wreck now that you didnt call her to come out
LySANDrA07 (12:20:41 AM): I did!!!
LySANDrA07 (12:20:46 AM): She didnt answer
BlakeAlfredo (12:20:57 AM): well her caller id says you never called
LySANDrA07 (12:21:06 AM): I called on Dani's phone
LySANDrA07 (12:21:09 AM): House number
LySANDrA07 (12:21:11 AM): like, 3 times
LySANDrA07 (12:21:13 AM): on her cell
LySANDrA07 (12:21:17 AM): then on her house phone 1
BlakeAlfredo (12:21:24 AM): well she says the only one that called her all day was me
LySANDrA07 (12:21:32 AM): ...no
LySANDrA07 (12:21:40 AM): I'm so sad she thinks I don't like her
BlakeAlfredo (12:21:52 AM): well like her dammit!
LySANDrA07 (12:22:01 AM): I do!!!!
LySANDrA07 (12:23:50 AM): I dont understand why she thinks I don't like her =[
BlakeAlfredo (12:24:18 AM): because you didnt call her
BlakeAlfredo (12:24:21 AM): and dont say you did
BlakeAlfredo (12:24:25 AM): because there is no proof
LySANDrA07 (12:24:28 AM): But I swear I did
LySANDrA07 (12:24:32 AM): I did
BlakeAlfredo (12:24:35 AM): well she wont believe you
LySANDrA07 (12:24:36 AM): Dani saw me!
LySANDrA07 (12:24:42 AM): But I did!
BlakeAlfredo (12:24:46 AM): and shes snapping at me for saying maybe the phone screwed up
BlakeAlfredo (12:24:57 AM): im trying to convince her to believe you but she just wont
LySANDrA07 (12:24:59 AM): I called, I promise
BlakeAlfredo (12:25:02 AM): and now shes pissed at me
BlakeAlfredo (12:25:06 AM): why are you telling me
BlakeAlfredo (12:25:08 AM): tell her dammit
LySANDrA07 (12:25:45 AM): I told her
BlakeAlfredo (12:25:58 AM): not good enough
LySANDrA07 (12:26:14 AM): fuck, what do I have to do!?
BlakeAlfredo (12:26:37 AM): dont fucking ask me
BlakeAlfredo (12:26:42 AM): work it out your own damn self
LySANDrA07 (12:26:52 AM): *sigh*
BlakeAlfredo (12:33:52 AM): you better motherfuckin call her out to strongs next tiem
LySANDrA07 (12:34:03 AM): i fucking did
BlakeAlfredo (12:34:10 AM): shut the fuck up!
LySANDrA07 (12:34:14 AM): i did!
BlakeAlfredo (12:34:21 AM): JUST DO WHAT I FUCKIN SAID
LySANDrA07 (12:34:21 AM): blake please dont be mean
LySANDrA07 (12:34:33 AM): i will, but not because you told me too
LySANDrA07 (12:34:38 AM): i called her today too
BlakeAlfredo (12:34:43 AM): ...............................................
LySANDrA07 (12:34:50 AM): i did
BlakeAlfredo (12:34:52 AM): what part of dont say that do you not understand
LySANDrA07 (12:35:03 AM): stfu, its the truth
LySANDrA07 (12:35:13 AM): what, do you want me to lie and say "i didnt call caitlan!?"
BlakeAlfredo (12:35:20 AM): no
BlakeAlfredo (12:35:32 AM): i dont want you to say anything about that subject
BlakeAlfredo (12:35:42 AM): the subject being whether or not she was called
LySANDrA07 (12:35:50 AM): umm, she was
BlakeAlfredo (12:36:26 AM): Just fucking drop it.
BlakeAlfredo (12:36:27 AM): please
BlakeAlfredo (12:36:31 AM): pretty please
LySANDrA07 (12:36:35 AM): ok
LySANDrA07 (12:36:43 AM): but it really hurts that she thinks i didnt
BlakeAlfredo (12:36:43 AM): with a mother fucking cherry on top
BlakeAlfredo (12:37:05 AM): and it really REALLY hurts her that she doesnt think you did
LySANDrA07 (12:37:12 AM): but i did
BlakeAlfredo (12:37:34 AM): shit lysol i believe you, i really do
BlakeAlfredo (12:37:37 AM): but she doesnt
LySANDrA07 (12:37:41 AM):
LySANDrA07 (12:37:56 AM): i wish i could make her
LySANDrA07 (12:41:29 AM): Are you on the phone with her?
BlakeAlfredo (12:41:41 AM): yes'
LySANDrA07 (12:41:54 AM): maybe you could convince her to check her messages, because I really did leave a message
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:04 AM): where
LySANDrA07 (12:42:13 AM): wherE?
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:16 AM): house phone?
LySANDrA07 (12:42:18 AM): I was on danis phone
LySANDrA07 (12:42:23 AM): no
LySANDrA07 (12:42:23 AM): cell
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:24 AM): yeah ok
LySANDrA07 (12:42:28 AM): yes
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:30 AM): no you're a liar
LySANDrA07 (12:42:34 AM): No!
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:35 AM): her inbox is full
LySANDrA07 (12:42:40 AM): I really did!
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:45 AM): its impossible to leave her a message on her cell phone
LySANDrA07 (12:42:48 AM): no, voice message
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:51 AM): yeah
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:52 AM): its full
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:56 AM): you cant leave her one
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:58 AM): you fucking liar
BlakeAlfredo (12:42:59 AM): way to go
LySANDrA07 (12:43:05 AM): wtf blake.
LySANDrA07 (12:43:07 AM): I did!
LySANDrA07 (12:43:12 AM): I fucking swear I did.
LySANDrA07 (12:43:21 AM): I did.
LySANDrA07 (12:43:29 AM): I cant believe this
BlakeAlfredo (12:43:36 AM): Ok here's the deal
BlakeAlfredo (12:43:40 AM): today at 130 in the morning
BlakeAlfredo (12:43:47 AM): it was yesterday
BlakeAlfredo (12:43:49 AM): in the afternoon
BlakeAlfredo (12:43:53 AM): i called her 9 times
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:03 AM): because she was sound asleep and couldnt hear her phone
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:04 AM): ok?
LySANDrA07 (12:44:07 AM): i called at like 12 44
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:13 AM): now, after the 4th time i tried to call her
LySANDrA07 (12:44:14 AM): ok
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:21 AM): I tried to leave a message
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:23 AM): now.
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:38 AM): it says that this user is not able to recieve mesagaes at this time
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:40 AM): k?
LySANDrA07 (12:44:51 AM): ok, well i called before that
BlakeAlfredo (12:44:55 AM): it was physically impossible for her to recieve a message on her cell phone
LySANDrA07 (12:45:00 AM): I know
LySANDrA07 (12:45:04 AM): But I called before that
LySANDrA07 (12:45:07 AM): And left a message
LySANDrA07 (12:45:10 AM): I remember it
LySANDrA07 (12:45:20 AM): And I have witnesses
LySANDrA07 (12:45:29 AM): And I called her, i think exactly 3 times
LySANDrA07 (12:45:35 AM): And I called the house phone once
BlakeAlfredo (12:45:41 AM): Witnesses mean shit if there is no solid proof
LySANDrA07 (12:45:56 AM): Well, I mean, I did call her.
LySANDrA07 (12:46:10 AM): I wanted her to come so bad
LySANDrA07 (12:46:13 AM): Ask CJ
LySANDrA07 (12:46:30 AM): I was talking to him saying "I wish Caitlan would have answered her phone"
BlakeAlfredo (12:48:09 AM): BlakeAlfredo: did you see lysandra call caitlan today at 12 44 in the afternoon?

BlakeAlfredo: did she say quote, "I wish Caitlan would have answered her phone"?

cjiscoolerthanU: negative i never seen her call her, when i got to danis she told me that she had called
LySANDrA07 (12:48:35 AM): he wasnt there when i called
BlakeAlfredo (12:48:46 AM): you just said he was...
LySANDrA07 (12:48:53 AM): no i didnt!
BlakeAlfredo (12:48:58 AM): whats this, whats this smell?
BlakeAlfredo (12:49:02 AM): do i smell BULLSHIT?
LySANDrA07 (12:49:07 AM): fuck you blake.
LySANDrA07 (12:49:11 AM): I did not say cj was there
BlakeAlfredo (12:49:30 AM): you totally did
LySANDrA07 (12:49:32 AM): I said that after I got done calling caitlan, cj came, and so i met him outside and when we were walking i was saying that
BlakeAlfredo (12:49:59 AM): then who is your witnesss?
LySANDrA07 (12:50:04 AM): dani
LySANDrA07 (12:50:07 AM): and danis mom
LySANDrA07 (12:50:09 AM): and danis sister
BlakeAlfredo (12:50:16 AM): and how might i reach dani?
LySANDrA07 (12:50:26 AM): she is sitting next to me
BlakeAlfredo (12:51:29 AM): that doesnt work at all
LySANDrA07 (12:51:46 AM): fuck.
LySANDrA07 (12:51:48 AM): Why not?!
LySANDrA07 (12:51:51 AM): She KNOWS
LySANDrA07 (12:51:54 AM): I did call caitlan
LySANDrA07 (12:52:03 AM): She can tell you in detail
LySANDrA07 (12:52:06 AM): if you want
BlakeAlfredo (12:52:29 AM): OK... well... can you explain the phenomena of neither of her phones registering that you called?
LySANDrA07 (12:53:02 AM): Omg i really did
LySANDrA07 (12:53:13 AM): I did.
BlakeAlfredo (12:53:20 AM): So you cant explain the phenomena?
LySANDrA07 (12:53:25 AM): no....
LySANDrA07 (12:53:31 AM): but i fucking swear, im not lying
BlakeAlfredo (12:53:35 AM): then you have no argument
LySANDrA07 (12:53:42 AM): I dont lie to caitlan. it only brings bad things!
BlakeAlfredo (12:53:52 AM): yeah
BlakeAlfredo (12:53:54 AM): guess what
BlakeAlfredo (12:54:02 AM): bad things be happnin beeyotch
BlakeAlfredo (12:54:11 AM): which only means that there be some lyin upins
LySANDrA07 (12:54:14 AM): i mean, i dont want her to be mad at me because her phone is mean
BlakeAlfredo (12:54:20 AM): ahhh
BlakeAlfredo (12:54:24 AM): is that your explanation?
BlakeAlfredo (12:54:29 AM): that her phone is MEAN?
LySANDrA07 (12:54:45 AM): *cries*
LySANDrA07 (12:54:50 AM): blake, stop, i called her
LySANDrA07 (12:54:55 AM): i really did
LySANDrA07 (12:55:00 AM): there is no denying it
BlakeAlfredo (12:55:05 AM): there is denying
LySANDrA07 (12:55:08 AM): i called at around 12 44
BlakeAlfredo (12:55:18 AM): theres no actual proof other than the word of your very close friend
BlakeAlfredo (12:55:30 AM): you dont by anychance watch Kids in the Hall do you?
LySANDrA07 (12:55:35 AM): no
BlakeAlfredo (12:55:43 AM): well let me tell you about this skit on there
BlakeAlfredo (12:55:55 AM): Two friends were in court accused of murdering somebody
LySANDrA07 (12:56:03 AM): k
BlakeAlfredo (12:56:06 AM): and like... they had blood all over there clothes... and shit
BlakeAlfredo (12:56:27 AM): shit why am i saying this
BlakeAlfredo (12:56:28 AM): what ever
BlakeAlfredo (12:56:37 AM): kids in the hall is funny shit
BlakeAlfredo (12:56:54 AM): anyways these two close friends basically convince the judge that they didnt kill this guy
BlakeAlfredo (12:56:57 AM): k?
LySANDrA07 (12:57:03 AM): k
BlakeAlfredo (12:57:14 AM): i mean... your best friend being your only witness isnt good enough
LySANDrA07 (12:57:20 AM): i have her mom
LySANDrA07 (12:57:22 AM): and sister
BlakeAlfredo (12:57:24 AM): are you really crying?
LySANDrA07 (12:57:25 AM): but...
LySANDrA07 (12:57:29 AM): YES
BlakeAlfredo (12:57:33 AM): oh...
BlakeAlfredo (12:57:35 AM): shit...
BlakeAlfredo (12:57:41 AM): wellll caitlan's basically over it now
LySANDrA07 (12:58:00 AM): but it hurts that she thinks i didnt call her.....it is awful
LySANDrA07 (12:58:01 AM): i did
BlakeAlfredo (12:58:18 AM): ok just shut up
BlakeAlfredo (12:58:36 AM): theres seriously absolutley nooooo proof what so ever that you called her
BlakeAlfredo (12:58:45 AM): the most undeniable proof that could exist doesnt
LySANDrA07 (12:59:07 AM): but, i wouldnt lie. if i didnt call her, i would have just said i didnt.
BlakeAlfredo (12:59:17 AM): bull shit
LySANDrA07 (12:59:17 AM): why would i go to all this trouble?
BlakeAlfredo (12:59:37 AM): because you know how she reacted when she was under the impression that you hadnt called her
LySANDrA07 (12:59:48 AM): but i did.
BlakeAlfredo (12:59:49 AM): ahhhh
BlakeAlfredo (12:59:54 AM): is that all you have to say?
BlakeAlfredo (1:00:04 AM): nothing to say about defending my last assault?
LySANDrA07 (1:00:04 AM): im sorry, but yeah
BlakeAlfredo (1:00:07 AM): just , But i did?
BlakeAlfredo (1:00:09 AM): weak
BlakeAlfredo (1:00:12 AM): soooo weak
LySANDrA07 (1:00:19 AM): im a fucking weak person, k?
BlakeAlfredo (1:00:58 AM): yes i know
BlakeAlfredo (1:01:02 AM): check mate
LySANDrA07 (1:01:05 AM): yeah
BlakeAlfredo (1:01:06 AM): now king me bitch!
LySANDrA07 (1:01:20 AM): ok
BlakeAlfredo (1:01:42 AM): ok we're done
LySANDrA07 (1:01:48 AM): good
BlakeAlfredo (1:01:49 AM): she's like playing the sims now and shit
LySANDrA07 (1:01:54 AM): ok good
LySANDrA07 (1:01:59 AM): was she mad?
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:11 AM): yeah she wasssss mad
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:16 AM): shes kinda confused now
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:18 AM): but not pissed
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:22 AM): or suicida
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:23 AM): l
LySANDrA07 (1:02:41 AM): ok, because i did call.....im shutting up now
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:54 AM): *punch in the neck*
BlakeAlfredo (1:02:58 AM):

=[

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:32:08 GMT

Caitlan thinks I don't like her. Its so untrue. I called her 3 times on her cell, even left a message, wanting her to come downtown. but she says I didnt call her. It makes me so sad. I dont believe it. I called her house hpone too.(it was on danis numnber, because ui aws at her housr)

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 20:02:01 GMT

No one ever comments anymore.

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 18:39:04 GMT

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Wed, 09 Aug 2006 17:27:32 GMT

So my hairs red now. It's only temporary but wow. red hair on lysol.wow.